This year is a magical year, a lazy year
Actually, I'm having a hard time summarizing this. I don't know what to write. This year has been really bad, and I've lost faith in myself.
2022 The repository for this year stopped updating after June, and I don't know why. I just can't remember.
January: Quarantine, those few days were filled with helplessness, fear, and anger.
February: The Russo-Ukrainian War, it's unbelievable that one country would launch a war against another sovereign nation in the 21st century. | Iron Chain Girl
March: FOMO in the discourse of 华run (I'm easily influenced by others) | Donghang Plane Crash
April: Shanghai's "Voice of April" | "This is our last generation" | Henan Bank's bankruptcy
May: $Luna goes to zero. I shorted for the first time and learned about China's P2P incidents in the past few years.
June: Internship defense, the result was good, but I know it was just a small part that happened to please the judges. | Tangshan Assault
July: The US announces a 9.1% CPI annual rate for June, bull market for interest rates, bear market for next year?
August-September: DXY reaches a new high of 114, USDCNH breaks 7, almost returning to the exchange rate when I was a child | Guizhou Death Bus
October: Bridge | Reelection, no no no approval
November: Blank | Foxconn's great exodus
December: Outbreak of Covid in the country.
Covid#
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I can only say that compared to some cities, I have experienced fewer lockdowns here. I have already written an article about my views on epidemic prevention here. I really dislike epidemic prevention enthusiasts.
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I've noticed that some people applaud the suffering of others from a distance, remain silent about the suffering around them, and become hysterical about their own suffering. When disaster strikes, they will gloat, saying "there are no good people in this world anymore."
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Because I was afraid of being quarantined again, there was a period of time when I didn't dare to go home.
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I completed in one month what would have taken others two years.
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Getting infected is not a big deal, it's the lack of medicine that's outrageous. Just like lockdowns, it's the lack of food that's a man-made disaster.
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I've been overthinking. Thoughts of disintegration and "sir this way" have crossed my mind. In reality, many problems are national problems. For example, if we were to hold a referendum, disaster would truly strike.
Code#
There haven't been any groundbreaking developments at work, just continuous improvement in communication skills and battle abilities. I still often find myself trapped in the PTSD of "I'm just a rusty screw, I hope there's no red-black tree in my next life."
I've explored many new things this year, such as React.js, Nest.js, Solidity, GraphQL... It has broadened my horizons and given me new insights into technology.
I've realized the importance of understanding the product and not focusing too much on the technology itself.
But I've written very little code this year, I haven't filled any of the pits I dug for myself last year 🤔.
Invest#
I have witnessed time and time again that "celebration is the edge of collapse, and winter is a gentle night for moving forward."
It's not like I haven't hit rock bottom before, it's just starting over.
xLog#
- I didn't have time to set up a redirect for my old domain, so it was taken down. I also canceled the record, it's a pity for my image hosting. I won't be doing any ICP filing in China in the future.
- I officially migrated to xLog, which is completely open source and runs on Crossbell, using IPFS for storage. Anonymous surfing, although anonymity doesn't equal privacy, but I'm not afraid of losing everything one day.
🎮Movies & Games#
Watched:
- "Forensic Heroes V"
- "Edge of the World"
- "Venom: Let There Be Carnage"
- "Licorice Pizza"
- "Top Gun: Maverick"
- "The Big Short"
- "Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness"
I've spent a lot of time playing games this year. Since May, I've been playing Rainbow Six with a small group. Only playing with friends can temporarily cure my electronic addiction.
Played:
- Rainbow Six
- Left 4 Dead 2
- Human Fall Flat
- Fall Guys
- Elden Ring
When I was young, I liked playing single-player games alone, but now it's hard for me to sit down and play alone. I remember I didn't play Elder Scrolls for long before I was persuaded to quit.
📕Books#
I haven't finished reading anything, and I keep buying more books. They're just collecting dust. Currently, I'm flipping through "Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World" and "Dance Dance Dance."
🏸Badminton#
As expected, badminton has been declining since I graduated. There are two reasons for this. One is that I play less, especially on workdays when I hardly play at all. Secondly, my interest doesn't seem to be as strong as before.
Due to unforeseen circumstances, the tournaments were concentrated in the second half of the year and were held with difficulty.
Tournaments I participated in:
- Group Tournament: First place
- Binjiang District Enterprise League: Relegated directly. I hope I can be a substitute next year. I'm just not good enough.
- Small tournament at home: Played while getting a tooth check-up. Only played one round, just to meet friends.
- Li-Ning 3v3 Team Tournament: Reached the quarterfinals, all thanks to opponents forfeiting.
- Double Heroes: Conflicted with 3v3, didn't play, bought clothes instead.
- Ambitious: Teammate couldn't make it due to COVID restrictions, didn't play, clothes were swallowed.
- Ordinary Heroes: Reached the round of 16, couldn't beat the top 8.
- Ordinary Heroes (another station): Reached the round of 16, faced a college senior and lost.
I still get nervous every time I play in a tournament, and then I can't perform well. Why can't I change this?
👟Footprints#
Starting in October, I started using the app 一生足迹. Although I'm really a homebody, this app gives me a little motivation to explore more places. Like Beidao said, the joys and sorrows of life are beyond the horizon, and looking into the distance is a youthful attitude. We should go out and explore this world, the universe, the beach and the waves, and many other wonderful things.
My love comes from curiosity. I need to control my curiosity about people and focus more on things. Explore this world, the universe, the beach and the waves, and many other wonderful things. --From
🎈Outlook & Goals#
I won't set any goals for next year, I won't do anything anyway.
I hope to do more and think less.