This year is a magical year, a lazy year.
Actually, I'm having a hard time summarizing this. I don't know what to write. This year has been really bad, and I've lost faith in myself.
2022 The repository for this year stopped updating after June, and I don't know why. I just can't remember.
January: Quarantine, those few days were filled with powerlessness, fear, and anger.
February: The Russo-Ukrainian War, it's unbelievable that one country would wage war against another sovereign nation. | Iron Chain Girl
March: FOMO, in the discourse of 华run (I'm easily influenced by others) | Donghang Plane Crash
April: Shanghai's "Voice of April" | "This is our last generation" | Henan Bank's bankruptcy
May: $Luna goes to zero. First time shorting, also learned about China's P2P incidents in previous years.
June: Internship defense, the result was good, but I know it was just a small part that happened to please the judges. | Tangshan Beatings
July: The US announces a 9.1% CPI annual rate for June, bull market for interest rates, bear market for next year?
August-September: DXY reaches a new high of 114, USDCNH breaks 7, almost back to the exchange rate when I was a child | Guizhou Death Bus
October: Bridge | Reelection, didn't pass, didn't pass, didn't pass
November: Blank | Foxconn's mass exodus
December: Outbreak of Covid in the country.
Covid#
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I can only say that compared to some cities, I have experienced fewer hardships here. I have written an article about my views on epidemic prevention here. I really dislike epidemic prevention enthusiasts.
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I've noticed that some people applaud the suffering of others from afar, remain silent about the suffering around them, and become hysterical about their own suffering. When disaster strikes, they will rejoice in the misfortune of others. Love for the country surpasses love for family -> There can be no family without a country, and there can be no mother without you. When the iron fist is about to strike, they will only cry out, "There are no good people left in this world."
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Because I was afraid of being quarantined again, there was a period of time when I was afraid to go home.
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I completed in one month what would have taken others two years to accomplish.
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Infection with Covid is not a big deal, the lack of medicine is the most outrageous thing. Just like lockdowns, it's the lack of food that causes human suffering.
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I think too much. Thoughts of disintegration and "sir this way" come to mind. In reality, many problems are problems of the nation. For example, if we were to hold a referendum, a disaster would truly befall us.
Code#
There haven't been any groundbreaking developments at work, just continuous improvement in communication skills and battle abilities. I often find myself surrounded by the PTSD of "I'm just a rusty screw, I hope there's no red-black tree in my next life."
I've played with a lot of new things, React.js, Nest.js, Solidity, GraphQL... It has broadened my horizons and given me some new insights into technology.
I've realized the importance of understanding the product and not focusing too much on the technology itself.
But I've written very little code this year, I haven't filled any of the pits I dug for myself last year 🤔.
Invest#
I have witnessed time and time again that "the edge of collapse is suitable for withdrawing from the carnival, and the gentle night of winter is suitable for moving forward."
It's not like I haven't gone back to zero, it's just starting over.
xLog#
- The old domain name was not redirected in time and was reclaimed. That's okay, I also canceled the record filing, it's just a pity for my image hosting. I won't do any ICP filing in China in the future.
- Officially migrated to xLog, xLog is completely open source, running on Crossbell, with IPFS as storage. Anonymous surfing, although anonymity does not equal privacy, but I'm not afraid of losing everything one day.
🎮Movies & Games#
Watched:
- Forensic Heroes V
- Edge of the World
- Venom: Let There Be Carnage
- Licorice Pizza
- Top Gun: Maverick
- The Big Short
- Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness
I've spent quite a bit of time on games this year. Since May, I've been playing R6 with a small group, and only playing with friends can temporarily cure my electronic ED.
Played:
- Rainbow Six
- Left 4 Dead 2
- Human Fall Flat
- Fall Guys
- Elden Ring
When I was young, I liked playing single-player games alone, but now it's hard for me to sit down and play single-player games alone. I remember that I didn't play Elder Scrolls for long before being persuaded to quit.
📕Books#
I haven't finished reading anything, and I keep buying more books. They're just collecting dust. Currently flipping through "Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World" and "Dance Dance Dance".
🏸Badminton#
As expected, after graduation, my badminton skills have been declining in an inverse proportion. There are two reasons for this. One is that I play less, especially on workdays, I don't play at all, I just don't have the energy. Secondly, it seems that my interest is not as strong as before.
Due to unforeseen circumstances, the competitions were concentrated in the second half of the year and were held with difficulty.
Competitions I participated in:
- Group competition: Ranked first by lying down.
- Binjiang District Enterprise League: Directly relegated, hoping to be a substitute next year, I'm just too bad.
- Small competition held at home: Went to the dentist and played a round, just for meeting friends.
- Li-Ning 3v3 Team: Reached the quarterfinals, all thanks to the opponents forfeiting.
- Double Hero: Conflicted with 3v3, didn't play, bought clothes instead.
- King's Aspiration: Teammates couldn't make it due to COVID restrictions, didn't play, clothes were swallowed.
- Common Hero: Reached the round of 16, couldn't beat the top 8.
- Common Hero (another station): Reached the round of 16, met a college senior and lost in the round of 8.
I still get nervous every time I compete, and then I can't perform well. Why can't I change that?
👟Footprints#
Starting in October, I started using the One Life Footprints app. Although I'm really a homebody, this app gives me some motivation to explore more places. Like Beidao said, the joys and sorrows of life are beyond the horizon, and looking into the distance is a youthful attitude. We should go out more and explore this world, the universe, the beach and the waves, and many other wonderful things.
My love comes from curiosity. I need to control my curiosity about people and focus more on things. Let's explore this world, the universe, the stars, the beach, and many other wonderful things. -- From
🎈Outlook & Goals#
I won't set any goals for next year, I won't do it anyway.
I hope to do more and think less.